I am feeling really low this week.
I am fed up and frustrated.
I feel like I could snap at any moment 
Work is my main frustration. I have managed to end up with 4 projects that are all urgent and very important to the company. On the one hand I should be flattered that they trust me with such important stuff but I can't help feeling a bit put upon. Especailly as everything is going wrong. My boss asked me today if there was any good news - I couldn't reply.
I feel like I'm the only one in the team with any sort of motivation to go a good job and sort things out. Everyone else bitches about how crap it all is and spends the day doing the bare minimum. This does nothing for my morale. Especially as they are technically more 'senior' than I am and get paid a hell of a lot more than me.
Now everything has started to go wrong, I feel really incompetent. Am I really that bad at my job? I think I try too hard.
I don't know how to sort this out. I am finding it really tough to relax and forget about it all. I feel isolated. I know I need help but I'm not sure what help I need.
Perhaps I should get lost for a few days - fall off the face of the plant into oblivion.
